I'm a master of fright, and a demon of light

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 02:06:27 GMT

ADD my new live journal. www.livejournal.com/~trishxtrash

This one is no longer in use...
toomany bad memories.

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 12:57:32 GMT

001) What time are you starting this?: 8:34 AM
002) Name?: Patricia Luisa Maria Medeiros Bastone
003) Date of birth?: Feb 15, 1989
004) Sex?: Chick
005) Height?: 5'1
006) Eye color?: dark brown
007) Weight?: 85-90lbs
008) Location? Queensville
009) Where were you born?: Toronto
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: No
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: --
012) Do you have crush on someone?: Yesh :$
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: Nope :(
014) If so, what is their name: --
015) How long have you been together?:
016) What are you wearing right now?: Corrie's p.j pants, a tank top and my black hoodie
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: Yea
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: No...but a teacher at my school is pretty hot
019) Are you a virgin?: No
020) Do you smoke?: Yes
021) Do you drink?: Yes
022) Are you ghetto?: Werd up.
023) Are you a player?: Sometimes.
024) What are your favorite colors?: Pink
025) What is your favorite animal(s)?: Don't have one really
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: Yeah
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: ...Not really.
028) Who are your best friends?: Corrie, Tanya & Drew
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: Yes
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Corrie, Adam, Tanya
031) Have you ever been slapped?: Yeah
032) Do you get online a lot?: Not so much anymore...
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: Both...depending on who I'm with
034) Do you shower?: Once a year
035) Do you hate school?: I like it...
036) Do you have a social life?: I like to pretend I do
037) How easily do you trust people? I don't trust anyone except corrie
038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: Probably
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: Yeah
040) Would you ever sky dive?: Yeah
041) Do you like to dance?: If I'm drunk/high lol
068) Have you ever been out of state?: Yeah
069) Do you like to travel?: Yeah
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: No
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: Yeah
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Obviously
072) Are you spoiled?: To a point
073) Are you a brat?: I duno
074) Have you ever been dumped?: Actually....No
075) Have you ever gotten high?: Yeah
076) What's your favorite drink?: Appletins...woo jamacan rum. Vodka. Water.
077) Do you like Snapple?: Yes
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: Yes
079) What toothpaste do you use?: Uh...Crest? Iuno
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: In like 3 days
081) Do you have a curfew?: Yeah
082) Who do you look up to?: Can't say...it's a secret
083) Are you a role model?: If I am...I don't think I'm a good one.
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: None really.
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: My black and pink bracelet, Necklace corrie made me, necklace my sister made me, my ring my sister bought me
088) What do you want pierced?: Don't know yet...
089) Do you like taking pictures?: Love it.
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: Yeah
091) Do you have a tan?: I did....it's pretty much faded since the summer though
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: YES
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: Yep
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: No
095) Do you have your own pool?: No
096) Do you have any siblings?: 2 sisters, 1 brother
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Boxers.
098) Have you ever been played?: :( Yes
099) Have you ever played anyone?: Yep...
100) Do you get along with your parents?: With my mum yes...dad, no
102) How do you vent your anger?: Many different ways...that will go unmentioned
103) Have you ever run away?: HA Yep
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: No
105) Do you even have a job?: Yes
106) Do you daydream a lot?: Too much
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: Um...like 4 (that were actual relationships)
108) Do you run your mouth?: Ha...Possibly
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: A bat
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: Nothing
111) What are your favorite flowers?: Lilys
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: uh....Skinny....and stuff?
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: Fucking so sexy. Words can't fucking describe!
116) Are you rude?: Sometimes.
117) What was the last compliment you received?: I duno
118) Do you like getting dirty?: Do you?
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: Innie
120) Are you flexible? I can do the splits....
121) What is your heritage: Portugese
122) What is your lucky number?: 3
123) What does your hair look like right now?: Black
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: Yes
125) When was your last heartbreak?: Yesterday...
126) Describe your looks: Short, skinny, long hair, big nose lol
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: I don't give a fuck anymore..it's just hair
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: No
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: Yeah
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: Like 5 hours ago
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: Too long...
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: I don't give a fuck.
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: ...Possibly
136) Do you have one now?: No
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: 2 (when I can see the caller I.D)
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: Yea
139) If yes, when was the last time?: Like...last summer
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: I duno
141) Do you cry a lot?: ..Possibly
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: HAHA YEAH!
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: Hello? Stop calling my house.
145) Are you the romantic type?: Sometimes.
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: LAST FUCKING NIGHT lol
147) What do you like most about your body?: My smallness
148) What do you like least about your body?: Nose, scars, bum, boobs
149) When was the last time you threw up?: 3 thursdays ago
150) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: I don't give a fuck
151) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: Like they are falling apart
152) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: Yeah
153) What about cleavage?: Sometimes.
154) Is your best friend a virgin?: No
155) Have you ever fucked someone up?: WHAT the fuck kinda question is that?
156) Have you ever been fucked up?: ........... o . O
157) What color are your underwear right now?: Grey and pink
158) What theme does your room have?: Pink, Black, Grey... Bats and spiders.
159) What size shoe do you wear?: 5.5
160) What jewelry are you wearing now?: What I usually have on.
161) What is your screen name on AIM?: --
162) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: Depends on my level of intoxication
163) How are you feeling right now?: Tired....Kinda drunk...
164) When was the last time you were at a party?: Last night.
165) Have you ever given a lapdance?: No
166) What do you sleep in?: Shorts and a shirt.
167) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Yeah...
168) What is one of your bad qualities?: I ahve too many
169) What is one of your good qualities?: Trustworthy...
170) Would you marry for money?: Haha lmfao...no
171) What do you drive?: A pimp-mobile
172) Have you ever given or received head?: Yeah, chicks suck my dick everyday.
173) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: MUMMY
174) What does your username mean?: I don't even know...I've had it for like 3 years
175) What's your favorite journal to read?: Iuno
176) When was the last time you cried in school?: Last week.
177) Do you wear Chucks?: Yea
178) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: Hell yeah
179) What time are you finishing this?: 8:58AM

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 15:53:56 GMT

Holy shit! when was the last time I updated this shit??? Lonnnng ass time. Anyways..
Last night I went to some keg party...it was pretty awsome. Got SMASHERED.

Last night was my last night to do e. I'm done almost completely...The only time I'm allowing myself to do it again is on halloween. Halloween is always the exception.

Thursday I chilled with tanya and a few of my friends in the patch. That was a fucking sick ass night. Chilled with Aaron for most of it. Jeeeesus. That boy is sexy.

Anyways...Hopefully more livejournal updating is in order....

Blah

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 03:44:56 GMT

So Blake is gone for the weekend to Tice's cottage....I miss him already.
We are good. Shit was kinda.....blah a few days ago cause of some shit that happened but....I like honest boys. I am glad he was honest with me.

I miss hanging out with people... if anyone wants to hang out....call me. (areacode)4781073 .

Maybe I'll give Jesse K a call tomorrow.

I will try to update lj moreoften...cause i know you all care so much lol

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 01:16:53 GMT

My name is: Trish
I may seem: Gay
But I'm really: Homosexual
People who know me think: so too
If you knew me you'd probably: Want to kill yourself...or cream your pants
Sometimes I feel: like eating chicken
My days are pretty: boring and uneventful
Yesterday: I was a big nerd and was on the comp. all day
In the morning I: want sex
I like to sleep: with random people
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: having a cigerette or..seeing him
Money is: gone
One thing I don't have that I wish I did is: a boy in my bed
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: addictive personality
All you need is: love
When I look in the mirror I see: bad skin ahah
What I Love is: ...
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: wonder why my window was open
If a demon crashed into my window I would: wonder if he had a bit too much too drink seein g as my window was open
If I could see one person right now it would be: him
Something I want but I don't really need is: the ability to fly
I live for: myself
I am afraid of: boys
It makes me angry when: my dad breathes.
I dream about: pretty things...or scary things
I daydream about: everything

Well, that was fun wasn't it boys and grils?
I watched harry Potter with Blake today. It was horribly horrible. I talked to drew today also...that was cool! I miss that boy! We are hanging out Sunday. :) haha

I miss hanging out with everyone I used to when I was going out with Ryan. It's sad to know that the only reason most of those people said they were my friends or acted like it was cause of him. Oh well.

This weekend was cool.
I drank 12 cups of coffee today. Blah.

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 02:06:02 GMT

Okay so Tice, Blake, and Cass are here. Why am I updating livwejournal? I have no idea.
Corries pissed at me but what else is new??
I wanna go fall asleep with Blake. And never wake up. ThAT'D be lovely.

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 15:00:57 GMT

misfitschick's LJ stalker is gibbler_rose!

gibbler_rose is stalking you because another friend of yours told them you liked them. They are also in jail for murder!

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Mon, 07 Jun 2004 14:15:18 GMT

Dear corrie,

Come pick me up next time mother fucker! <3

All my love,
Trish!

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 02:55:18 GMT

Everythings weird right now. i can never tell if corrie is mad at me or not. I fucking love you corrie! I don't want you to be mad. If you are...what did I do ? :(

This weekend was good. <333
Most of it was boaring..but so good.

I don't think I'm going to school tomorrow cause i fucked up my leg!

I gotta go . I'll update when I get home.

Woo!

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 10:56:46 GMT

So, It's 6:47 fucking AM. I haven't gone to sleep all night.
I went to see Blake last night. That was fun. :D
We did nothing but I've like never had so much fun ever!

Then I got home at like 1:40 ish and got drunk with my cousin. hah. Good times. Good times.
I think we watched every movie we own. lol Okay...well, like 4.

Jesus. I'm in such a good mood. I need some sleep like woah.

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard. And they're like...it's better then yours!

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 16:46:07 GMT

sitting in french class right now. I`m so bored. I wanna get drunk this weekend.

Corrie I love you.

This stupid bitch was suposed to do a french project with me last night and I couldnt get ahold of her. What a butthole.

My last post was not about ryan. I can`t say who it is about...but I still feel that way. Probablt more so now.

Whatever.

Stuff is going so good right now. Im lovin it.

Poo head

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 00:44:29 GMT

SOOO! Kolanski is such a nice polish fellow. He let me borrow his C.Ds today. <33

I have a scales test tomorrow in music. I really don't wanna do it.
I NEED A TUNER LIKE WOAH. Someone please give me one. lol Cause I know you all want to.

ANYWAYS....
Here is the part you stop reading and continue with whatever it was you were wasting your life with pior to my livejournal adventure...

Dear Person ( I can't say the name ),
I fucking hate you. Why do you go out of your way to piss me off? One day I'm just going to end up taking a chainsaw to your face. Go ahead and try to pretend you know me. Fucker. You don't know shit. It's my fucking life. I do what I want. AND IT DOESN'T CONCERN YOU! Stop pretending like you care...i'm not that dumb. Go kill yourself. ON THE DOUBLE!
With hate,
Trish

Sun, 30 May 2004 22:19:36 GMT

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, copy and paste this sentence into your journal.

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 04:52:01 GMT

YAY. Thats all I have to say. I have my fucking boy back. I am happy. Today was a day filled of being depressed a fuck having no one to talk to. I did some things I regret but no one cares..? Old habbits suck ass. But making up is very lovely.

We got alot of things straightened out. I'm happy he told me a few things I was unsure of. I am happy we talked our shit out and stuff. I want to make us work. He does too.

All in all, Im happy. :D

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 04:26:33 GMT

i am not updating my lj anymore. bye.

Friends only

Sun, 06 Jul 2003 01:37:34 GMT

Friends Only

Comment to be added.
♥
trish